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Monday, November 9, 2009

Thank you Lord!

Today is 9 September 2009. Another Sunny and blessed day from God.

After one week is the time for final exam. Excited and scare. How my preparation? I am last minute study student. I am going to start everything tonight. So I won’t update my blog after my exam. My last paper is 26 November, so just a short period of time. Be patient! :P

These 2 days, It was tired and sad days. It was sleepless days as well which I only manage to sleep for 2 hours but thanks God spoke to me through different people and situations.

Yesterday, God just speak into my heart and He answers my prayer. To continue what is Love. In the bible mention that Love also is we lay down our life for on another (1john 3:16). That reflects total unselfishness. God command us loving one another. Why we can’t forget others past? They are changing. Now I know is our problem that we are the one not changing to accept others. Acceptance! God just whisper beside me and says that "yieng, accept! He is changing. You are the one not changing! Don’t worry, I will guide you. Give chance. "

Sometime a relationship can be broken by just one sentences but it need one more sentences to restore it back again. It will only happen if 2 of the people really appreciate and love each other. In order to have a strong and closer relationship we need to spend more time to understand, communicate, trust and accept each other. It just likes a relationship between you and God. I just want to thanks God for situation that we go through. I believe every tear that dropped, sleepless night, sadness and regret moments are God’s plan that makes me more appreciate and grow stronger. Thanks the special one as well who still stand for me even though I not doing well ^^. I believe God is guiding and we must walk with God. We must apply His words in our life too. Appreciate you so much.

Thank you Lord!!






p/s: An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips. Proverbs 24:26

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Through it all

"Lord, what should I do? "



Through it all

You are forever in my life

You see me through the seasons

Cover me with Your hand

And lead me in Your righteousness

And I look to You

And I wait on You

I will sing to You, Lord

A hymn of love

For Your faithfulness to me

I'm carried in everlasting arms

You'll never let me go

Through it all

Hallelujah, hallelujah

p/s: Apologizes are pointless, regrets come too late. Is it correct?

Saturday, November 7, 2009

How can? sorry!!

Oh no!!! Now is 5.30am early in the morning. How can I wake up at this time? Ah yieng, you not tired? Only need 2 and half hour sleep is it? arrr…of course, NOT... I AM very TIRED.

How can ah yieng became so EMO? Tears are going to overflow her room. :P


How can I send such an email to you?
How can I just feel not secure in you?
How can I not trusting in you?
How can I not trying to understand you more?
How can I feel that you are not caring me?
How can I so mind your past?
Is it really I mean it?
Is it really I feel not secure?
Is it really I can’t trust you?
Is it really I not trying my best to understanding you?
Is it my requirement too high for you?
Is it really your past so bad? How about mine?

Ah yieng, you think too much!!! You are the one wrong!!!

He cares you so much!
He is changing, no one is perfect!
He is giving the best to you!
He gives you enough secure!
He can’t accompany you every second!
He always support you spiritually!
He trusts you, why you can’t!


The problems come from you, Ah yieng!!!

God says: “Yieng, what is Love? Love is what? can you think of it?”

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. " 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 (NIV)





I just realise that I don’t have any of it.

I’m not patient, not kind……don’t have any of it!!

I need to learn it and apply it.

But I just so regret the email that I sent

I should not let go and I should let God.

I still appreciate you so much…I am wrong!! Forgive me!!I hate myself!!

You still the special one in my life......

When I write until here, my tears dropped again T.T……………..



God says: "yieng, come to me…I’m always be with you. I will give you strength and courageous! Be Joyful always. Trust me! "



p/s: You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it.